July 19th, 2007

shake hope


i am incredibly happy these days.... who woulda thunk, just a couple of months ago, my life would be where it is....
i'm not doing a very good job journaling though. i think because i don't know how to articulate me right now. all the shredded hopes and wondering over the last few months if i would find someone with whom i could share my life ... and, now, two people i love dearly are becoming my life. serendipitous sweetness. there is none of my typical questioning, doubting and wondering how long it will last. no thoughts of running for the emotional border...looking at myself in the mirror, catching a smile and wondering what the hell i am doing as i contemplate how to get out....
it just is. it is good. and i am basking in it.
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