February 27th, 2007

don't fear death

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tuesday is my long day...class from 9.30 to 5.30. today is gray and rainy. there is a mist shrouding the city and it is quite gloomy. i take two metros and a bus each way on tuesdays, during rush hour. people don't smile during rush hour. they plop down next to you on the bus and soon their head drops, chin on shoulder, and off to sleep they go for the slow ride.

the supermarket is chaos. many people, moving in every direction, bumping into each other and in their own little worlds. i bought pasta for dinner and i don't even care if it isn't vegan. a few cents to the dairy industry won't condemn me to karma hell..... will it?

i am missing Chris today.... sometimes i am still so damn angry with him for dying like that and others, i swear, just for a brief moment, i feel him with me. i wish he were here to share with me.

but enough depressing blogging! i promise to get out and take some pictures this weekend! i've a list of places i want to go and things i want do. now that i am settled in, i will start on it! i've overloaded my schedule and will have to spend more time than usual (ok, that isn't saying much) studying...

i quit smoking today. i'm done. i don't even have the "just one more" pack hidden away anywhere......