October 5th, 2006

don't fear death

can't sleep

i can't sleep.... my sister and i have never been particularly close, but the fact that she is in jail tonight truly does bother me. tomorrow morning she will have an extradition hearing. she will waive it and be off to alaska some time next week to be arraigned on a $500,000 cash only bond. who has that kind of cash?
the DA called to give me a warning that Dateline and 48 Hours is looking for the story and may get my contact info. our family may want to prepare a statement, she said.
hmmmm..... i am her sister. i will not judge her, but i will support her.
the press is making her look awful....the very worst, so far, is this one. there are a lot of "alleged" references left out.
the old computer with emails was one she sent to me just after the murder.... asking me to delete everything on it... to wipe the hard drive clean. i didn't do it. they later confiscated it and apparently found what she wanted me to delete. this is what i had to testify to at the grand jury. it was one of the most difficult things i have ever done.............