October 29th, 2002

don't fear death

personal resignation

i quit the personals. not because i have had any bad experiences....i really haven't. i am not really seeking anything and i don't want to start over. i had great luck with my original ad, but the latter ad really isn't me. i don't know what is me anymore. i don't really care either.
there was a quote in this a friend sent that hit home with me (thanks, tink!)
right now is completely as it should be

i have mixed feelings about this quote. i like it...as long as one doesn't assume that one needn't be proactive about more important things than matters of the heart.
i am taking the zen approach. whatever happens, happens. no more personal ads. i don't do a good job keeping up with all the emails anyway. i haven't cared to since.... well, for the most part i haven't cared.

i told Chris off last night while driving home from the office. yelled and ranted with everything i had. it felt good. he deserved it. i deserved it. i have fought anger for a while now....feeling it serves no purpose. last night proved differently.

and i missed the Friday five...so here goes...

1. What is your favorite scary movie?
anything with dolls, wax museums or clowns. i love horror movies but i won't watch those unless someone sleeps with me ;)

2. What is your favorite Halloween treat?
candy corn! yummy!

3. Do you dress up for Halloween? If so, describe your best Halloween costume.
of course.... i have the most fun in my catholic schoolgirl uniform and pigtails.

4. Do you enjoy going to haunted houses or other spooky events?
i'm an adrenaline junkie....what do you think?

5. Will you dress up for Halloween this year?
i'm skipping halloween this year. i think i will just scare the kids at the door and sell them into slavery for a generous profit.

what adjective are you?

quiz by maikamariel