October 5th, 2002

don't fear death

Friday five a day late

1. What size shoe do you wear?
8, sometimes 8.5

2. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
i don't know how to count.

3. What type of shoe do you prefer (boots, sneakers, pumps, etc.)?
boots in winter
sandals in summer

4. Describe your favorite pair of shoes. Why are they your favorite?
6 inch black and clear plastic heels. my favorite because they were a special gift.

5. What's the most you've spent on one pair of shoes?
what? buy my own shoes?
don't fear death

play party night

so i am flopping back and forth about going to the party tonight. last time i tried to go, i broke down and had to leave. i haven't spent much time with anyone since Chris died and things are at that awkward stage where people don't know what to say to me. a little advice to those reading this....i am still maia....treat me like you always have. i am not glass, not fragile, and i won't break. please don't hug me and tell how sorry you are. it depresses me. i have gotten through this with the help of all my friends...now, i need you to just be my friend and treat me the way you used to treat me. :)
i think i am going to go....