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May. 7th, 2008

yeah i am back to not posting again ;)

but this is the last week of school and the beginning of a free and lazy summer.

i'm in my typical this time of year rut, missing chris and reminiscing too much in my head. can i just say "time heals" is bullshit?

i know it is the time of year when we spent so much time hanging out at coffee shops, bookstores, the lakefront and in bed.... i'm craving frangelico and his touch and i'm dreaming again of his death.
the bastard.



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May. 7th, 2008 07:40 pm (UTC)
"Time heals" is definitely bullshit, but it does help a very, very, very, very, very little bit with being able to handle it.

I wish I could say anything that would make you feel better, but I doubt there is anything. But, I will say that you at least have the good memories, and try to focus on those rather than the bad, even though I know sometimes you do need to think of the bad in order to deal with them.

Try getting out and doing things to clear your mind sometimes, or maybe even doing the things you used to do together alone as a way to feel closer to him or something? I know sometimes it helps me to do that, even though it can be painful at the same time.

-hugs- ilu.
Jul. 11th, 2009 01:53 am (UTC)
If you need to chat
I believe you have me on messenger or you can send me an email. You can go over the could have and should have... But it would have all ended the same way. Just a different way, a different time. Life is just shitty that way. My guess is the pain will never go away. Just easier to shove it into a dark closet.... We lost a great friend, who was haunted and lost. Anyhoo, have a beautiful evening
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don't fear death
melissa muses (or maia, you choose)


wandering does not make you a "gypsy."
why would you call yourself
after those who have no home?
long skirts and hoop earrings
do not make you a "gypsy."
why do you call yourself after
those who have no clothes?

"gypsy" is pejorative. please don't perpetuate the stereotype. educate yourself on what it really means to be a "gypsy" in this world.

Who are the Roma?

Decade of Roma Inclusion

Dženo Association

European Roma Rights Centre

Roma Balkans

Roma National Congress

Romani World



Rroma Media Network

Soros Roma Initiatives

Studii Romani

The European Union and Roma

The Patrin Webjournal: Romani Culture and History

Voice of Roma
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