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maia's muses

because i am writing exams and don't have much to say and because i am really trying to entice my muse to return to me, i am going to start posting some of my poetry for a bit. skip along if you like.
you've been warned. :p

i met a man at the altar
in an old desecrated church
kneeling before him
         i offered my confession
               and he offered me
                    freedom from my sins

the choir sang requiem
and the prayer books
               fell to the floor

oh, our love was holy
  our lust deep and blessed
      our bodies were temples

and he nailed my
heart to the cross
as i begged for my penance

i was the virgin Mary
and Mary Magdalene
         in our church of stone
      and dirt 

he was the god i worshipped
the object of my devotion
          Satan, the fallen angel
           enfolding me in his black wings

we lit the candles
gave communion
             this is my body
                  this is my blood

we fucked in the pews
and screamed in the confessionals
                  he had no mercy
                                              i had no shame


artwork: Ed Johnson


( 11 comments — Leave a comment )
May. 19th, 2007 01:28 pm (UTC)
That's beautiful ♥
May. 19th, 2007 03:51 pm (UTC)
thank you :)
May. 19th, 2007 03:44 pm (UTC)
Very provacative, I would hope you are still without shame
May. 19th, 2007 03:50 pm (UTC)
welcome to the world of LJ :)
yes, i am shameless ;)
May. 19th, 2007 10:20 pm (UTC)
I somehow managed to live with you for a few months and not know that you wrote poetry.

This is wonderful! I can't wait to read more. It makes me want to actually start writing again.
May. 20th, 2007 07:26 am (UTC)
i was in mommy mode when you lived with us. not mommy mode sharing poetry ;)
but i am glad if it makes you want to start writing again...you should!!
i hope the move is going well and you are settling in :)
May. 20th, 2007 08:19 am (UTC)
The move is going alright. Am almost done with everything needed to be done at the condo, just the house in Laf to work on.

Don't you have a myspace?
May. 20th, 2007 08:48 am (UTC)
i do but i don't use it. i only made it because the kids at the community center gave me a hard time for not having one. i haven't even logged into it in months! i figure my journal is enough...out there ;)
will you be going back to UNO in the fall? and how is solomon doing? i know thien misses you....ya know christopher ignores him. he will probably be feral when i get home :(
May. 21st, 2007 04:14 am (UTC)
I saw Thein the other day when going visit Christopher for a little while! He is alright, not ignored. I won't let him get feral. I love him. I want to steal him.

I am hoping to go to UNO in the Fall. I need to get some money from someone in my family to pay them some stuff I owe. Roughly 1 thousand dollars.
May. 21st, 2007 07:13 am (UTC)
oh i am glad you dropped by!
and it will all work out with school. try a financial aid appeal as well, if you haven't already.
May. 21st, 2007 09:01 am (UTC)
Already tried it.

Now I am trying to get a hold of trust fund money.

Hit me up on aim sometime for conversations. I feel bad cluttering up your comments.
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don't fear death
melissa muses (or maia, you choose)


wandering does not make you a "gypsy."
why would you call yourself
after those who have no home?
long skirts and hoop earrings
do not make you a "gypsy."
why do you call yourself after
those who have no clothes?

"gypsy" is pejorative. please don't perpetuate the stereotype. educate yourself on what it really means to be a "gypsy" in this world.

Who are the Roma?

Decade of Roma Inclusion

Dženo Association

European Roma Rights Centre

Roma Balkans

Roma National Congress

Romani World



Rroma Media Network

Soros Roma Initiatives

Studii Romani

The European Union and Roma

The Patrin Webjournal: Romani Culture and History

Voice of Roma
World Bank Roma Initiatives

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