melissa muses (or maia, you choose) (melissamuse) wrote,
melissa muses (or maia, you choose)
melissamuse

i bet there are not many people reading my journal anymore....it is a dark place to be, eh?

"The person who commits suicide puts his psychological skeleton in the survivors emotional closet."
The suicidologist, Edwin Shneidman

i am going to finally go to a support group meeting...maybe. i plan to anyway. and, yes, i will talk to someone. i made an appointment for that too. and will go...maybe.


If tears could build a stairway,
and memories were a lane,
I would walk right up to heaven
to bring you home again.
No farewell words were spoken,
no time to say good-bye,
You were gone before I knew it,
and only God knows why.
My heart still aches in sadness
And secret tears still flow,
What it means to lose you,
no one will ever know.


If I could have a lifetime wish,
a dream that would come true.
I would wish with all my heart,
for yesterday and you.
A thousand words can't bring you back,
I know because I've tried.
Neither will a million tears,
I know because I've cried.
You left behind our broken hearts,
and happy memories too.
I never wanted memories,
I only wanted you!
Tags: chris, poetry
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