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i suppose one can expect mood swings while grieving. but it pisses me off. i am not talking about having bad days on and off.....but bad hours. one hour i think i am ok and i am going to go on with my life. the next i am angry at the world and don't want anyone to even look at me. another hour i am curled up under his comforter, want to go to sleep and not wake up, ever.
my mother is still angry with him and thinks i should be too. i can't be. he was sick. it wasn't his fault. but i am ever so angry with me....that i can't get control of my emotions. i try so hard to keep myself busy....because if i don't my mind wanders in the hall of memories. one day that may be a sweet place, but for now it invokes anxiety attacks. i haven't had those since college.

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melissa muses (or maia, you choose)

Roma

wandering does not make you a "gypsy."
why would you call yourself
after those who have no home?
long skirts and hoop earrings
do not make you a "gypsy."
why do you call yourself after
those who have no clothes?

"gypsy" is pejorative. please don't perpetuate the stereotype. educate yourself on what it really means to be a "gypsy" in this world.

Who are the Roma?

Decade of Roma Inclusion

Dženo Association

European Roma Rights Centre

Roma Balkans

Roma National Congress

Romani World

Rombase

Rroma

Rroma Media Network

Soros Roma Initiatives

Studii Romani

The European Union and Roma

The Patrin Webjournal: Romani Culture and History

Voice of Roma
World Bank Roma Initiatives

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