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in texas with a cousin for a few days. will head to mom's in mississippi this week now that all the water is out of her house. bought a 99' explorer with a loan against my retirement fund. at this rate, i just can't think retirement security. not much on SUV's but when they serve as temporary homes...hey, you take it.
i went back into the city last monday to see if i could find my boat. gone....gone. she is gone and i just don't get it. i found most of the boats on my pier up in the parking lot. i spent 3 hours walking the marina and hayne. if she were under surely i would see something of her poking out of the water.... just vanished.
the first few days after rescue i felt grateful to be alive. now i feel a little guilty because i am sad for losing everything i own.

nonattachment, i keep telling myself. nonattachment.

after we were rescued we had to go into a shelter just to get some shoes. the whole thing has been very, very humbling.

and i am grateful for the kindness of strangers, and near strangers.

chin up....chin up....

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freeandclear
Sep. 25th, 2005 07:25 pm (UTC)
Support
So many of us (whom you don't even know) care about you, worry about you, and pray with you. I hope our caring prayers bring you some comfort and good fortune in the days ahead. You have lots of "invisible" support.
triquet
Sep. 25th, 2005 11:31 pm (UTC)
Glad to see you found a few minutes of internet access - I'm sure we're all eager for news of you :)
melissamuse
Sep. 26th, 2005 12:48 pm (UTC)
thanks!! i need to post more often. it is comforting to read your comments :)
peace and hope
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after those who have no home?
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